i hate my parents. they're always talking about how the econony is so bad and how people need to be more appreciatve but they're such hypocrites because they still try to buy me off. and now that the holidays are coming up not ony are they working more because they're going out to parties more. like what the hell, my moms a psychologist and can see whats wrong with everyone else but still thinks handbags and diamons can make up for her lack or parenting. and my dads a neuroseurgon who job is to pay attention to small details, but when it comes to me hes all "im working on christmas..but heres a porsche so its all fine". im so tired of it all. i have so many problems, i do coke, drink way to much, cheat, compulsively shop, have way to much sex, and somehow i still manage to make it into ap classes, get all A's and fly completly under my parents radar. i so scared for college, i know i'll need to change my ways to make it in to any of the schools im applying too but i dont think i can do it