he probably doesn't like me. he probably doesn't even know what he's DOING to me.
...right?
and as a matter of fact, i probably don't even like him to start with.
.....right?
my friend is really pretty and gets guys hitting on her basically everywhere she goes, and all i can do i stand by and watch.
Sometimes im sick of it.
Why cant the attention be on me for once?
I hate being sick!! That means I have to miss school, which means I don't get to see him ALL DAY!!! I can't believe how much I miss him after only one day...
I won't ever stop loving you. I've never said a word to you and I know that you know that I'm your 'stalker'. But I've stopped caring because I know tire's nothing I can do to revoke my past mistakes. I have to accept the consequences; I have to live with it; I have to grin and bear it an pretend pike everything is perfectly okay... Perfectly normal. I know it's not; we all know it can't be; we both know that there will never be a time when we can have a normal relationship because I screwed that up. I destroyed every slight incling that might have one day be a possibility with my inability to shut myself up about the obsessive addiction that I seem to have with you. I'm sorry, I really am. I just wish there was some way doe me to tell you all of this.
